Saturday, 1 September 2012

Fuzzy, Warm Feelings


Life challenges sure test your inner strength. My passion in life of riding and helping on the farm has been slightly put on hold as this baby in my stomach grows. 9 months to create a little miracle, always praying for a happy and healthy baby.
This big step in life makes me miss my family and the comfort of my moms home. Being acceptable into a new family has its hurdles and boundaries but nothing feels better then  feeling welcomed and being part of a very loving family. It takes years to make relationships with friends in a new area after leaving the old ones and only being able to see them on occasions. The amount my husband works is unreal and having family and friends surround you is a must to not feel lonely  and is a helpful tool I am still trying to figure out. I really appreciate the people I use to take for granted alot more now, being at home this weekend with my amazing family is such a great feeling. Only missing Garnet because he never gets away, he is very loyal and committed to his dad and their operation. This weekend I was able to see people I haven’t seen in months, almost years and its such a great feeling to pick up right where you left off and be completely comfortable sitting and having a great conversation. There are some people I just haven’t created a strong relationship with as they just do not carry the same respect or enjoyment of spending time just catching up in my new home and new family.
Going to the Okotoks Pro Rodeo last night, its an over whelming feeling to feel so loved and just excited to see so many people you share the same love and passion of rodeo with. To sit with a high school friend I haven’t seen in forever but being able to sit and talk all night, I am a hard person to maybe get talking if I don’t know you but having the comfort of old friends just brings a great feeling to my heart.
Adjustments are part of life and making the best of things if the way to go about a tough situation. Have to love and cherish those who love you and forget the ones that are too ignorant to take the time to spend time with you. 
Good friends are hard to find, and even harder to replace!

1 comment:

  1. WE loved having you home and wish Garnet could come more often, mabe we will put him to work and he will feel at home. lol.

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